Last year, on the day after thanksgiving, I went for my biopsy of the lump my screening mammogram had found, thinking it was just a waste of time and that in my heart of heart it would be benign because how could it not be? I had no history, no lump and no risk factors. The "lump" that was to be biopsied was so small it did not even register during self exams. It was like a small thing, what could it be but the need for me to listen to my doctors and wake up early on a much needed day off from my full time job to go and get this procedure done...
Ha. How wrong I was. That day, the surgeon doing the biopsy told me to expect the call to confirm that it was cancer - she knew by looking at it that it was cancer but would of course tell me to wait for the official word. She did not want me to be shocked when I got the call that Tuesday after Thanksgiving. So I had some time to let the "diagnosis" ruminate before I knew for sure but I just did not even believe her. I was sure it was a mistake but by Tuesday, when the call came in, I knew it was gospel truth.
I spent a year basically in treatment and/or recovering from treatment and as I get closer to my cancerversary, I want to share this video about all that I, yes me, cancer patient, pixied cut, one boobed Lisa, has to be thankful for in my life.
I know that my life will never be the same but you know what, I do not know how much I had before that was "better" - I mean, yes hands down I was healthier but I was not happier. Life is about being happy. It is about giving back. It is about helping others. I have said it before, and I will say it again, I would prefer to have never gotten the cancer card but I got it and now I have to make the best of it -- and damnit, I am ... Check out my video please and continue to share and be a part of my story in any way you want to be - I am so so thankful for each of you! Happy and blessed Thanksgiving to all! Love you, Li
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